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Evil Addiction by kjoe51689, literature

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Evil Addiction

It calls to you your heart knows its wrong but your mind craves it Unable to see yourself without it You are my evil addiction Now I find myself drawn toward you The bone breaking stare in your eyes gazing deep down beneath my soul You are my evil addiction I need a way to cure this pain You take my life You rip my soul to shreds leave me beaten unable to breath But you are my evil addiction I gave everything for you The feeling never got better Only worse as I tried to fight it Her grip on me was too powerful You are my evil addiction But now I want you gone I can not take this anymore I am willing to take the pain of y

Scars by kjoe51689, literature

Second best wins the race by kjoe51689, literature

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Second best wins the race

She was all that was on your mind the trophy of the battle if you held on you might just win but why put up the fight? Why go after bragging rights you found another victory a path that lead off normality the girl you are happy with she makes you smile You forget about a tophy you have found much better you may not have won the battle you dropped out just for her beautiful, lovely, sacrafice you lost the battle won in your own right you have gotten the greatest prize of all.

Possessed by kjoe51689, literature

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Possessed

She grabs you pulls you in her eyes like bullets pierce your heart you grow cold you feel alone yet she heals you she makes you warm she is your friend yet you get greedy you want more the love given to you is not enough you crave for attention mad for attention you grow jelous why does she give to others? she is your friend not theirs you feel depressed you refuse to talk you act out like a baby you whine hope to get your way but you don't you two grow apart she continues to make friends as you fade away you spend your day alone in your room your now possessed your life sucks you lost your friend its over you

The frost by kjoe51689, literature

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The frost

Frost A snow covered fiqure that of a child a child in need his eyes glare green his face turns red The fears of most that this child is pained They cautiously reach out to help the child The child responds with nothing but a stare For little do the people know This child has never been happier for the first time his life has meaning the tradjedy forgoten The abandonment erased the painful nights lay long away Soon god shall see his face

Break my life by kjoe51689, literature

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Break my life

Break I let my heart reach out Only to grab it back again... Please tell me are you willing, willing to hear what I have to say The words I tell you come out backwards You opened up and I failed to communicate. As good as a friend as you are and have become When I talk I just dont see the face of a close friend one you can tell everything too.. I see a lock an open lock You have failed me in the past... I shall not let you fail me in the future. Maybe one day we can close the lock that you have opened Until then, I only can stand here and wait.

The Truth? by kjoe51689, literature

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The Truth?

The Truth What if I told you the truth? Told you about how I felt about you the few years I have known you have been the best the times we spent together can never be replaced And yet... I do not really know you the way you act the way you talk the obsticals you face your mind is never open. Rejection comes to mind if I told you the truth what troubles fall behind Dont play your stupid ignorance Whatever isnt fine! If I told you that I loved you what chance will you be mine?

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... Noone cared for Pt. 2 by Kitty-Kat-4-ever, literature

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... Noone cared for Pt. 2

Abused Neglected Ignored No one cares No one knows No one sees Everyday I wake I cry Of what my dad will do Today I pushed all my friends Away They wouldn’t understand My life Gave up on school I fail There is no point In life Everyone has now forgotten My name They have also forgotten Me I’m the girl that No one cares for No one took the time But just one person She talked, I pushed I never saw the next day ~Kitty Kat

sorry by Kursal, literature

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sorry

As i sit and think of all you have done for me I begin to think of all you have yet to do I begin to think of all the trouble i cause you Yet you stay with me still through and through I think back over all the times my curiosity got the best of me And you got upset because of it I begin to feel the sorrow come up from my heart And yet i remember how even though you got upset You always smiled and forgave me I sit and think about what i would be doing if you weren't in my life I see nothing.. I can't even think about my life without you But still i am sad for i feel that all i do is cause pain I think what could you accomplish if i wasn't

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Robot Scene by kjoe51689, visual art

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About kjoe51689

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
He / Him

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Current Residence: Kansas
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite photographer: my self
Favourite style of art: making things out of scratch
Operating System: Windows
MP3 player of choice: Samsung yepp
Shell of choice: I dont like aston shell
Wallpaper of choice: this wierd one I made long time ago
Skin of choice: the one I made for IF that was like a lighter white and blue
Favourite cartoon character: Peter Griffin
Personal Quote: Its not my fault

Favourite Visual Artist

I dont like art :-P

Favourite Movies

hmmmm none right now

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Saliva, Nickelback, shinedown, basically any rock band. Raps ok

Favourite Games

hmmm hard one

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Sports computers girls

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kjoe51689

Sep 28, 2009

hmmmmm yeah its been too long

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I'm going to try uploaded some small things I've been working on lately. My life has been ridiculously busy and I forgot about the shit I love to do. Some things I have done recently though- I've been working on getting back into shape and I'm about 10 lbs down from the end of summer. My new place is the SHIT I love it so nice to go home and feel far away from the troubles of school =)! Girl wise there is one I'm kinda eh about but I pushed it last time I like someone and it blew up in my face so I figure time will work everything out. I've been taking a ballroom dance class with a friend of mine and it's SOOO much fun! I have no idea

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kjoe51689

Jul 13, 2009

Hey guys a little update from me

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FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.......... Piece of shit I hate it ugh... Shes a bitch and yet I went and screwed the pooch. POS! ok now that thats out of the way, Hey, how are you? lol

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kjoe51689

Jan 21, 2009

A little update

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Yep I'm here! Lol, not dead yet but really close! My life is going pretty steady atm. I am having up days and down days. My schedule is amazing tuesday and thursday and the other three days really suck.. Yep if you want to know more message me.. Peace